still unemployed

and i'm getting slightly sick of hanging out at home. it's not bad, kind of relaxing, but my friends aren't here, or if they are, they are busy, and i really want to be on lake bemidji.

speaking of friends...

my friend steph posted this on her blog. it's a scale to rate your friends in your life:

1: A friend also known as an aquaintance. Maybe you don't talk to them. Maybe you do. But when you do, it's only because one of the two of you need something from one another. You don't usually hang out.
2: A friend who you call occassionally. Maybe you'll hang out now and again. You know a lot about them. They'd help you out in a pinch.
3: A friend who you hang out with often. Knows you well. Calls/talks to you often. This is the person who'd bail you out of jail, and not ask to be paid back.

I have very few number 3's. I do find it disappointing when you want so desperatly for a person to be one of your number 3's and yet, no matter what you do, no matter how many times you call them, they don't consider you a number 3. so they can't be your number 3. i tell you, living in another town, moving on from the town that you called home for the past 5 years, where many of your friends still reside, you find out who your real number 3's are. and they are all amazing.

still nothing new on the job front. i'm not moving to reno, i guess if you call that new. the board of directors wanted a senior marketing director, that which i am not. so now i'm looking at the cities again. when ever i see a job in another state, it looks tempting, but then i chicken out. so...i guess it's the cities.

my birthday is in a week. i think i might need to go back to bemidji for that weekend. celebrate a little, as i'm not sure if i will be doing a whole heck of a lot of that here.