Tuesday, January 23, 2007

my last first day of school

tessa dragged me out of bed at 6:30 this morning to work out. it was pretty liberating. all in all i did about 4 miles!

came home, showered, listened to some vh1 music videos as i dried my hair and did my make-up. i went for the sweatshirt and jeans look for now...i'll change later tonight.

then i made myself a slice of wheat french toast and made my lunch (veggie burger and leftover broccoli cashew salad with a diet cherry coke). packed that up, turned everything off and then ran to the postoffice to mail a book that was supposed to be mailed last week (oops!).

at work, i finally finished my preliminary portfolio webpage. it's pretty cool cause it's in flash!! check it out here...then leave me some comments on what would be cool to do with it:

http://www.bemidjistate.edu/atc/staffsites/akroll/

my one class today? jewelry and metal making. boring. went over the syllabus and safety proceedures. all of what should have taken 45 minutes. but no...we have an adhd teacher who rambled on for half an hour on who should get into the class (we had extras wanting to get in...the class usually only takes 14 students...we had a 4 extras today). gross.

but now...done with work. i'm going to go see if my loan check came. then i'm going to deposit it and then possibly go swimming. then...date night with jennie! i think a marg would be the perfect way to celebrate my last first day of school! one semester left!

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

i have decided that i need to get out of this stupid funk that i'm in and realize that people have much bigger problems than me and that they need my help right now.

but i swear. i hate boys. they don't realize just what emotional turmoil they are putting on me. especially when i don't know you and you call me things such as "conceeded," "bipolar," and "the most unsocial person i know" when i tell you i'm tired. asshole.

that and they just don't listen to what exactly i'm trying to tell them before they act. stupid boys.

but i think things are starting to look up.


and then my radio died again in my car.

Monday, January 15, 2007

i'm a model

check it out!

Thursday, January 11, 2007

damn you keith urban

your songs make me cry. and unfortunatly, you're the only one i want to listen to right now.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

life hates me

i think i had one of the worst days ever. it involved learning that my favorite manager was quiting, problems with certain people that i won't elaborate on, my cd/radio decided to quit with my new keith urban cd in it, and i dismissed a boy from my life (he decided to date someone else and not tell me...and then tried to break it off with me by blaming me. as if. he has way more to be blamed about). tessa and i will be dropping his things off at his place tonight whether he wants them or not.

i hate crying.

BUT today is a new day. my cd/radio started working again, although it was reset, i slept in a little bit, and its nice to know that i will not be lied to from someone i love for a very long time.

and i'm sure the tears will eventually subside.

although i do want to get the hell out of bemidji right now.

and, please, i don't want to hear any good for yous or anything. he's still my friend. and it just makes me cry again.

Monday, January 08, 2007

...here it is...

...here it is ...

well, here's the new template. i actually just modified the old one and it took me all day! good thing i can count it as learning css ;)

let me know what you think...or if you have any suggestions. i might try and add some color later...we'll see.

Friday, January 05, 2007

i'm making a new template for the blog. it's a new year. out with the old, in with the new!

katie and i want to live here:

stonearchapartments.com
for a kiss to be really good...you want it to mean something. you want it to be with someone you can't get out of your head. so that when your lips finally touch, you feel it everywhere. a kiss so hot and so deep that you never want to come up for air. you can't cheat your first kiss, nicole. and trust me, you don't want to...because when you find the right person, that first kiss? it's everything.

-dr. alex karev
grey's anatomy
christmas was good. and now i'm back in btown. with more stress. augh.