oops...

so i found this on the wrong blog. it was supposed to be posted on here on september 15. how weird is that?

ouches

what i did to my heel...i don't know. but i can't walk on it. i'm now slightly gimpy, as i'm walking on the ball of my left foot, as to avoid the hurt of the heel. all i've done today is sit and teach an FYE class. i just got up from my chair at work and noticed it hurt. we're still not sure what's wrong...hmmm.

and in the news...amanda, jenny, kristin are sick and tessa's just getting better. amanda is deathly sick...i'm on call tonight if she needs anything. we may need to do a hospital run. i hope she gets better. and i hope that kt and i don't get the bemidji epidemic 2005.

here's to the end of another year.

the craziness is done. summer is here.

(almost) all my friends have graduated. the hardest part won't be seeing them leave to live out their fabulous lives...it was watching them all take that step together without me...and having the time of there life doing it, even though they keep repeating that they wish i was there.

one more year here in btown. at least i have one more year of _________. college life? i'm not sure how to describe my years here in bemidji. free falling? hmmm.

i have found my inner wild child. sometimes i wish i never found it. now i just have to wait for the phase to pass. i watched all my friends go through the phase and pass out of it. now that i'm going through it, they won' t let me...they're too protective. but i'm enjoying it. no regrets ;)

and bring on the lazy working days of summer.

should be a good night tonight...i make my acting debut...should also be an interesting night.

martini party recap


by mike nohner

the martini party was a huge success
i just wish the house wasn't such a mess
i also wish my underwear didn't end up in a tree
and what was up with the whipped cream?
all in good humor, all in good fun
i can't wait for next year so that we can have another one
i even got struck with a kiwi to the face
had it been another time or place
you might have got to see the fighting side of me
luckily we were at the martini party
george burns pretty much got raped
funny thing is that he's a hundred and eight
drinks were drunk and good times were had
for those that left early, well that's too bad
we were singing and dancing and having a grand old time
even though the table got ruined, that's just fine
we had watermelon bombs and mcdonald's cups
we even celebrated earth day by recycling stuff
so here's to those who came and conquered
to those who drank and wandered
to those who had a good time
and to everybody who is now a friend of mine

i realize that i've kind of been slacking with this blog. life is a little hectic and when i have down time, i'm lazy. and i just guess that's how it goes.

i was just told that i got the funding to work with 3d holographic technologies this summer. it will make my summer hectic, but hopefully well worth it.

yesterday was beautiful outside...it was so warm. i got to spend it out at the golf course and unfortunatly i was inside working...and the air wasn't really turned on. i was so hot. now today, it's all crappy and cold out. gross.

i did a crap load of dished today and due to the fact that i had to go to class, they still aren't all done. i feel like dishes consume my life.

i got the porch up and working this last week. table, chairs, and major cleaning of dust took place. plus, i plugged in a fridge! it's fun.

and that was a bunch of ramblings. i hope you enjoyed it!

my acting debut:



you better be there.

quote from my stephie:

If I could wrap my arms around BSU, and give it the biggest, most meaningful hug in the entire world, I would.

I love it here.

cheers to that, my new roomie!

guy psych update

all is good. turns out i read him right on. ahhhh....chicken.

guy psychology

the boys (or maybe just one boy) in my life have pissed me off. and it takes a lot to piss me off. i try so hard to understand their way of life and every time i think i understand, they do something that just bewilders me to no end.

or maybe it is that i do understand, that i can see what they are doing, but just wish they would all grow up and hope that they could open their eyes and see exactly what it is that they are doing and then act accordingly.

or maybe....it's just me.

opportunities coming my way:

3d holographic part time job on campus

i get to research for the new technology that we have on campus. it's a beta version and i get to help write the manual...kind of exciting!

which means...one more summer in btown!

and dmb this summer...it's going to kick butt.

life or something like it

i have to admit, when i get the time to sit on the couch these days and watch tv, i take it. i feel bad though because i'm pretty sure my roommates only see me sitting on the couch when they do see me.

i'm sick. with a cold/allergy thingy. i want to go out tonight and party with the rest of BSU but i have to be at school dressed and ready (in my suit!) at 7:45. and i need to go to bed early tonight to try and kick this cold away. sometimes i don't understand student achievement day. all it's doing for most of BSU's population is giving them a night to go out and party in the middle of the week. o well...if you can't beat em...join em!

and that's all really. 3d holographic presentation 10:30 tomorrow. then i'm good for awhile...easter and a paper, 2 projects, a test and i'm good to go for the school year. it's winding down fast...bring on summer!

alli and zerek...
nd state short course swimming championships

i got my first professional suit attire today for my presentation i'm giving in april.

i would feel more grown-up except for the fact that my mom bought it. at least i got some cool shoes out of the deal.

and what's with all the ill-fitting suits at most stores? horrible.

a visit with the g-parents

grandma: well, if you want my opinion, you don't need a guy. If a guy offers you a ring, you tell them that your grandma said no.

grandpa: unless he's a millionaire.

grandma: no, she'll be making millions anyways.

a-lister?

so i've kind of been playing the part of movie star the past couple of months and i'm having a lot of fun with it. you can check out the script and pictures here:

http://biro.bemidjistate.edu/~morgan/wcw/index.php/AaronReini/DoingAnythingScript

an afternoon off

i feel guilty, but they made me stay back this afternoon. it is kind of relaxing though...i'm listening to really great classical music and surfing the internet on brynn's computer, all snuggled up on her airmatress with her fleece over me, trying to regain warmth. soon i'm gonna go take a nice long shower. and then nap i think...but i'm sure they will be back by about that time. i'm hoping i feel more up to 100 percent by then.

we played a made game of catch phrase last night...well they did, i joined for a little. they had to remind themselves to keep it down for most of the game. didn't want to wake the neighbors up.

today: snow...and coldness. which is why they wanted me to stay back. but cabinets (expensive ones...we had to be careful) and vanity's and mirrors and expensive drapes and toilets and all sorts of stuff we're scrounged up from around the demolition house for h4h to resell.

tonight: bowling...i think.

tomorrow: looks like a new house, getting ready for dedication. pretty sure we're almost done with demolition on the rich house we've been slaving at for the last 2 days.

friday: half day work...and then the long trip home.

i'm sick in new jersey. and i want to have fun. this sucks.

that and i wanted to post images on here for you guys to see of our days here so far...and it wasn't working.

ugh.

go phila!

i'm loving new jersey and philadelphia. today we had off so we got lost trying to find our site and then headed to phily. we also got our gas pumped for us as in jersey, it's unlawful to pump your own gas. (me: "ma'm...I can pump my own gas." her: "you wanna do what?" with a little jersey accent. "where you from?" haha). then we took one of the biggest bridges ever over the river and saw where the constitution was signed, quincy was sworn in as president and other significant sites including the liberty bell. we also ate hard rock cafe and had all sorts of laughs. it was fun...and now i'm tired. and my brother is going to braid ann's hair...ann...beware!

in other news...i haven't remembered a dream since i was little. ever since this trip has began i've remembered two dreams. one of them involved me forgiving that guy and i was just happy again. i'm not sure what all of this means. i'm not sure what i want it to mean. i'm not sure if i believe in dreams! i guess i'll just have to wait patiently for april...and before all this chaos began i convinced myself that april wasn't that far off.

much needed spring breaks starts right about...now! all homework done (well...for the most part...), bags almost packed and i haven't slept since i woke up at 7 this morning. it's 4 am right now. 2 vans, 14 passangers and a crap load of luggage and food.

jersey here we come!

(see you in a week)

torn to pieces

i waited a long time before i trusted him with my heart. december was wonderful...and then he left for st. cloud, turned into a different person, cheated on me and took my heart and smashed it into a million little pieces.

and the worst part? some "friends" knew about it and let it drag on for longer than it needed to.

i just want him to know how much it hurts and i hope that he hurts too...and that life will not be pretty for him when he gets back to btown...too many people care about me to not do something. where's chris when i need him? get your shotgun!

and now i'm done. done crying...i don't want to talk about it anymore.

and thanks for true friends who dragged me out of the house last night. it was much better than wollowing on my bed, cell phone in hand, not knowing what to do.

i lied...i feel like crying again...and i will again when i remember all the good times we had in december.

why are guys such idiots?! i'm playing sad wollowing songs on my ipod...chariot give me your strength. grrr...i just want the friendship back...and things to be back to normal. bring on spring break.