Broadcasting Life

the cost of everything

i hate money. i really do. it's one headache after another with money. it just seems like i can't afford anything and everyone else can afford everything. i don't make enough to pay anything off...but somehow, i'm surviving. i thought i was making a dent in paying off my credit card bills, but it turns out no. credit card bills, car payments, utilities bill, rent, groceries, gas, and everything else school related....it's a lot of money, a lot of money that i don't have. how does everyone else do this? but i guess as long as i'm still 'surviving' i guess i'm gonna have to keep spending.

in other news...not much else going on. i started weight watchers again...but not meetings. i have plans so that when i loose another 10 pounds, i'm gonna get a perm, and then when i loose another 10 more i'm gonna get a massage...and then i think i will stop. because then i will be at 140...and we'll have to assess what my body looks like and what it wants to do from there. we'll see if it will even allow me to get to 140...i know most of my body is made up of muscle so i don't know how much that is affecting my weight. but i have been swimming again, everyday for about an hour. i would go longer but that's all that lap swim is open for. and i lift weights and jump rope. i guess if you jump rope for 10 minutes it's the equivilent of running for a half hour. i lost 2.5 pounds last week so i'm pretty pumped so far. but i need more veggies!! haha

party at danielle's cabin this thursday/friday....get pumped!!