Broadcasting Life

a new monday

this is the monday that is going to start out the new semester, a change for all. new classes, new schedules, new beginnings. as for me, i don't have class, but others will start tomorrow night and wednesday. i just have to work like nothing else matters in the world so that i can go to europe for 2 months.

eh.

swimming starts up again today. it's funny because it doesn't seem like it at all. i have been working to do the suit and cap thing and brainstorming ideas to get these kids in a team like spirit, but it seems so weird that this all starts today. on the agenda: stretching, push-ups, sit-ups, team meeting, team cheer, warm-up, freestyle drills.

i only got 4.5 hours of sleep last night and i feel widely awake. i'm sure it will hit me like a brick wall later when i least expect it. probably at swim practice.

i have gained 10 pounds in less than a month. how, i don't know. but i am very concerned. i have not gained or dropped a single miniscule of a pound for the past 4 to 5 years, and then all of a sudden...BAM. i don't notice it however on my body at all but i am still concerned. i am already much heavier than i look and to add more heaviness to the whole equation is not good. i excersized well yesterday. how come it always seems that it takes no effort what so ever to put the weight on but to take it off i seriously have to kill myself? and i'm not over exaggerating. i swam competitively for 10 years and i would give all that i had every day in practice, but i was still not a little skinny thing. ugh, this is so depressing, especially when i am trying to skinny up for europe...i'm having a hard time seeing it happening. grrrrrr...

habitat also starts up tonight. i have so much to do. how did i get so behind? o wait...that's right. all i did this weekend was sleep, watch movies, work out, and...o wait, that's it.

well, that's all i have to say for now...and by the way, bemidji is starting to be a very scary place....